work.

driving.

drama.

my weeks are going KRAZZY! :|


work is like 8am - 6pm now! (starts 1 hour earlier & ends 1 hour later)
driving is 3 times a week (2 weekdays & 1 weekend)
dance choreography is 12 - 7 pm every sunday!

I barely can breathe!!! wheeeww -.-
even so then, i find the time...or MAKE the time to blog :))


oh and with my dance class every friday after work!
the only day i am free, was saturday! keyword, WAS.
now its occupied with driving lessons...
man...everyday i go home, whhammm! right on the bed.

then again, my life(and i'm thankful for this!) is so much more[x infinity] peaceful in ALL aspects. Because i chose it to be this way (:

a lot of ppl...(ok not a lot!) but i get asked a lot from my sis and a dear friend of mine, who are going through quite a bit in their life now...this question was even asked by a few of my friends who knew what happened before!

"how Gayathri? how did you manage to get over this? you've changed so much...the way you talk, so maturely...that experience have really made you so much stronger".

even Archana said this,

"Gayathri sorry to say...but i thought i knew you...thinking you will start melting if he ever comes and talk to you again...thinking you'll never be able to get over this smoothly...but look at you now, the way YOU talk now is like wow! i was thinking you were so soft all...how did you manage to get over this fast dei???!"

yesterday i met my cousin...and she also "akka, the way you talk now...as if nothing at all happened in your life...you went through so much shit just earlier this yr with him and your best friend...but now, you're like perfect, perfect again! or even better then how you were, mentally AND physically! how akka?"

Actually, to think of it now...i never realised this, until i get such questions thrown at me! and i'm like to myself, " oh ya, how ahh?" and i have to track back and back...to re-call what i did to get over! LOL
but i don't exactly have an answer for it! because even I MYSELF thought, i would never be able to get over lah...thought i would cut myself lah...commit suicide lah...blah blah blah!
but i never did ANY of those!

but HOW!? is the question.

i dunno.
all i remember was that the first 3-4 months WAS HELL!!!!

everybody asks me, "how you got over it so easily?"
and i'm like, "EASY!!!!???? fuck you man!!"

LOL!

There was:

1) God
2) My parents
3) Anan & Arvin
5) My chinnama
4) Chiti & her family

yeah...thats about it...

and of course, me! to help MYSELF! :))

the pain, i don't really remember how it feels also...
now, listening to my friends' and cousin's problem...
i'm like,

THANK GOD I'M OVER AND DONE WITH MY SHIT!
hehe ;)

ok that was bad! sorry :P
but no really...i am EXTREMELY grateful for my life NOW.

and i am loving EVERY SINGLE BITS & PIECES of my life!
lets be frank here k...
i've been crying from November 2010 to May 2011. and that's it.
ever since then, i have not shed a single tear after that! really.

all i can say is, i swear! i am stronger than i think i would be.

anyways...blah! blah! blah! lets get to the fun part! ;)



and so...they have finally arrived! :')
its beautiful...*sniff sniff*
:PP



and a free e/s brush! XD
E25 blending brush!
travel size. super cute ^^



~taking a break after finishing one dance choreography...

i've got my partner, script, laptop, speakers & food!!! >.<

lol yup yup..thats all folks! see ya ;)

~ 9.50 pm

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