remember about 2 posts ago...i mentioned about, how round i looked last time...and that now i look, a lil better?

erm...i felt the need to mention this that, if you guys...think that i lost weight due to stress! ESPECIALLY due the trauma earlier this year...

NO. i did not lose weight BECAUSE OF someone or FOR SOMEONE...

i guess ppl who see me regularly...and especially those who bumped into me, after a long time...my sch mates/classmates/ ex classmates/ ex colleagues...realised and mentioned i lost a lot of weight...

Yes i did.

but the reason for that...i dunno...some people asked...well the first thing they asked, "why stress ah??" and these people DO NOT know what happened few months ago...and they just thought, some normal sch stress...

err...lol, i am not schooling...so no, its not sch stress and neither is it, work stress!

i exercised.
as simple as that...i'm not angry...lol i'm actually giggling while typing this...

and for those who knew about THAT incident which happened in Feb, and think that i lost weight because what, i lost appetite? i went into depression? or whatsoever...

NO.

no stress. no nthg. =)
i did not lose weight because of that incident...what, i stress lah...depression lah...cannot eat lah, starve myself lah...no no no...LOL!

i mean if its really because of THAT incident then i should have lost weight, ever since Feb or March...but no...i STARTED losing weight only in June, after i stopped working in NTU...i took 2 solid months of break, so yes.. i had all the time in the world to exercise and diet...

and yes, i planned this weight loss...it wasn't a sudden thing...like insomnia because i was thinking of someone day & night, crap.

erm i didn't really wanna speak about my weight loss here because...first of all, its definitely gonna sound as if i am bragging...and also because, i didn't need to talk about it and let the whole world know, because i am losing weight for MYSELF...but the reason why i did that post was because, after seeing that particular picture in FB taken in March...i (not exaggerating) couldn't believe that was me...really.

like duh! i mean after losing so much of weight(ok, not SO much of weight) and seeing your so-called new self in the mirror everyday.. and suddenly coming across a picture of yourself taken long ago, obviously anyone would get appalled.. looking at the ' difference'...because it wasn't some 2-3 kg loss because of exam/work stress...

it was PURE hardwork.
so the difference was hell a lot.

maybe if i came across that picture in April or May...i wouldn't have gotten shocked...
but yeah, just looking back i realised how far i have come...and no, i am not gonna sound mushy...lol!!

but unfortunately i don't look exactly the same as in June & July.. lol, ever since i started work in August, i pretty much stopped everything...my diet and exercise.

so yes, i did put on like 4-5 kg back...NOT all the wight...hahha i wouldn't let myself to!

i mean, the reason i am talking so explicitly because, i remember even Archana asked, if i was losing weight FOR/BECAUSE of him...
and some, i dunno...may even think, i went into depression.. which is why i lost weight!
but if its because of THAT i lost weight, excuse me, its NOT smthg i would be proud of! Haah.

i can't remember if i did go into depression...maybe i did...but i definitely lost NO weight...
but i do know, how i got myself into that weight...

A levels.
yes yes...THAT was stress...and no, i PUT ON weight when i am stressed, because i start binging! heheh

long story short.
i was 75kg.

WAS.

65kg.
NOW.
going strong...

and this 65 is inclusive of the 4-5kg i said i have put on...

i remember 2 set of numbers damn clearly;
31st May- 75.
31st July- 60.

crazy amount of weight loss within 2 months...which yes! i know its not good...because the ideal weight loss is 4 kg per month, 1 kg a week...

so i realised, i went super intensive...i kinda freaked out actually...
because i did not weigh myself in between, i refused to!
i mean duh lah, at home for 2 solid months...rotting!
i could afford to go run 2-3 times a day.. gym anytime i want.. and do whatever i want...LOL

so yeap...
hey 15 kg is not little ok, not for 2 months at least!
and OH AM GEE! the clothes which i chucked away, right at the back of my cupboard because they were too tight for me...
i started digging out for them...every single one of them.
and i WAS & STILL ABLE to fit into them :DD

i remember this, long black office-coat i bought...for like $50 in Feb!
i was so excited, to wear...because it looked so classy! but dumb of me i didn't bother trying at the changing room...because i thought it was more than big enough for me...

only to find out later at home, that i couldn't even button up -.-
50 bucks gone...
and like around early July...i suddenly remembered and so i started digging out for it...
and tried it on :)))
IT WAS PERFECT!!!
by the time July ended, Anan said it looked liked a trench coat on me -.-
too big. lol

and i AM happy with my current weight.
60 was a bit too much...i remembered my dad mentioning one night, when i came back home from an outing.. i was about to bathe and he said, "you look thin" and i am damn sure it wasn't a compliment! lol

some things to point out:

1) I am NOT bragging. But yes, i am darn happy about my achievement...
2) I am not wanting to be stick-thin. That's just plain gross...
3) I am not implying that OVERWEIGHT/PLUMP/OBESE ppl are ugly and that only SLIM people are pretty.

i do not know if you're gonna look, any prettier or more gorgeous when you lose weight...but i do know, you are gonna LOOK AND HAVE a hell a lot more of CONFIDENCE.

so yeap, that's that.
and i think i have cleared everything, that i wished to clear...
erm.. and oh, i am not saying if you see me on the road, you're not gonna recognise me and all that...now that is exaggeration! kekeke...

nows the fun part! Haul Time!!! :DD
well not really a haul...its just 1 product which i am suuuuuuuuuuuper excited to try...just bought it today!



MUFE HD Foundation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes yes, i still have my Laura Mercier, which i am loving it! ;)


and my Girly Leopard Prints i did myself yesterday! XD



Pink & Purple!



~8.55 pm
xoxoxo

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