If there is just one thing you wanna pick and learn or practice from all the various techniques taught, PRACTICE GRATITUDE. Learn to thank for every single damn thing in your life everyday! Not just once a day, but every chance you get.
Because for i have learn, whatever we think about and thank about, we bring about!
and so... yesterday was Thaipusam... today also have?? hmmm... well i took 'paalkudam' on saturday morning, like early2 morning! around 2am... then came back at 7am! waaaa... this year ponna jam siol!! (k why am i sounding porrukish??) haha.. must be all the the... whats tt... from the Thaipusam lah! haha!! ohoh, my aunt - Kala pierced! as usual... she does it every year... across the cheeks and the tongue... my fav part is the " Iduman kaduman vara vetrikodi vaelavanae!!! " LOL...
and... yea, came back then slept up to 1am... then woke up, ate lunch, slack a bit then got ready to go see the 'kavadi's... went with my cuz-sis, elder brother and his friends- prakash, stan(e)ly, vithya and sowmiya! k ah... like never effing see sia!!! we like follow behind them... as in we walked the whole route again (for i don't know why!) then went to the temple, pour milk then chow??? waaaaaa!!! @$!%@$!% kk... why am i being so vulgar... like nth sia! go also no effing point... didn't even see much ah!!! i swear i wasted my time! *shakes head in disappointment* aiyah...
then sent my sis back and came back at 10pm... watch my fav, Assathapovathu Yaaru! then sleep lah... quite an unfruitful day though... sigh... next time if i say i am gonna go watch the 'kavadi', spank me hard k! =.=" tsk, if watch means must support a 'kavadi' lah! someone, a friend's 'kavadi'! that way much more better and fun!! and and... can see the others also... yesterday we like go there, then don't know half way join the crowd, and trust me, crowd is an understatement!!! nvm2...
next year my elder bro say he is taking 'sangali kavadi'.. yes he is! bcos when he was young, my mum prayed that he'd take part in Thaipusam till the age of 25... next yr he 24, so he planning to take 'sangali' before he takes the 'alavukkavadi' at the age of 25... waaaa, i excited... hahaha! weeehee~~ :DD now i look forward to Thaipusam man... haha!
though, i have my beliefs all over the place... you know... i am running away, from god... i know myself, i am! i am not into him... not that i don't believe... i do! but just that... i am doing things for the sake of doing... i don't know! and yes, i feel super embarrassed to say this! like i am not practicing what i preach, oh wait a min! i don't even preach anything abt him lah! i know he is there... but i am not acknowledging him, aha! yes thats the word, not acknowledging... i am so sad to say all this... but, well i used to be pious, not very but at least i was a lil... now, kinda faded... it may come back if maybe, something happens that changes my life greatly and i go running back to him??? oh god, please change my train of thoughts....... (k the blog dates are giving me problems again!) Sunday~31/1/10~10.10am
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and so... yesterday was Thaipusam... today also have?? hmmm... well i took 'paalkudam' on saturday morning, like early2 morning! around 2am... then came back at 7am! waaaa... this year ponna jam siol!! (k why am i sounding porrukish??) haha.. must be all the the... whats tt... from the Thaipusam lah! haha!! ohoh, my aunt - Kala pierced! as usual... she does it every year... across the cheeks and the tongue... my fav part is the " Iduman kaduman vara vetrikodi vaelavanae!!! " LOL...
and... yea, came back then slept up to 1am... then woke up, ate lunch, slack a bit then got ready to go see the 'kavadi's... went with my cuz-sis, elder brother and his friends- prakash, stan(e)ly, vithya and sowmiya! k ah... like never effing see sia!!! we like follow behind them... as in we walked the whole route again (for i don't know why!) then went to the temple, pour milk then chow??? waaaaaa!!! @$!%@$!% kk... why am i being so vulgar... like nth sia! go also no effing point... didn't even see much ah!!! i swear i wasted my time! *shakes head in disappointment* aiyah...
then sent my sis back and came back at 10pm... watch my fav, Assathapovathu Yaaru! then sleep lah... quite an unfruitful day though... sigh... next time if i say i am gonna go watch the 'kavadi', spank me hard k! =.=" tsk, if watch means must support a 'kavadi' lah! someone, a friend's 'kavadi'! that way much more better and fun!! and and... can see the others also... yesterday we like go there, then don't know half way join the crowd, and trust me, crowd is an understatement!!! nvm2...
next year my elder bro say he is taking 'sangali kavadi'.. yes he is! bcos when he was young, my mum prayed that he'd take part in Thaipusam till the age of 25... next yr he 24, so he planning to take 'sangali' before he takes the 'alavukkavadi' at the age of 25... waaaa, i excited... hahaha! weeehee~~ :DD now i look forward to Thaipusam man... haha!
though, i have my beliefs all over the place... you know... i am running away, from god... i know myself, i am! i am not into him... not that i don't believe... i do! but just that... i am doing things for the sake of doing... i don't know! and yes, i feel super embarrassed to say this! like i am not practicing what i preach, oh wait a min! i don't even preach anything abt him lah! i know he is there... but i am not acknowledging him, aha! yes thats the word, not acknowledging... i am so sad to say all this... but, well i used to be pious, not very but at least i was a lil... now, kinda faded... it may come back if maybe, something happens that changes my life greatly and i go running back to him??? oh god, please change my train of thoughts....... (k the blog dates are giving me problems again!) Sunday~31/1/10~10.10am
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